Monday, December 5, 2011
Freaking Out!
I'm pretty much freaking out right now. I've been so nervous all day long. I can't seem to calm down and just take a deep breath in and relax. I never get this way! I never am THIS nervous for an interview. I guess because of all the hype I've made it and how much I've talked about it to so many people. Well, just Matt, mom and dad, and Christina...but still. I never talk about interviews, phone conversations with people, or anything this much..and for a good reason..because this happens. I get myself all nervous and basically a wreck. I have this interview in 45 minutes. I'm soooo paranoid of what he will ask me, what I will say back (because who knows what will come out of my mouth on the spot), and if I will sweat, shake, seem uncomfortable, Friday when I was interviewing I just got really hot, and my hands were getting sweaty/sticky haha. I just hope/pray it goes well! I'm just a nervous wreck right now. I'm trying to keep calm...but I am getting more nervous as time goes on. I've been nervous since around 9 this morning. I hate this!!! AGH, I want it to get over with and be 4:00. I work at 4:00 so I know it has to be over by then! We will see! I want this job so bad, and yet I'm scared at the same time! This always happens to me. Lord, please give me the confidence, strength, and words during this interview!!!!
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